Lavalicks

Gaga - Born This Way - Subtle she is not!

2011-05-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

Subtle she is not! But boy would she benefit from pulling back a little and editing her ideas down instead of throwing everything onto a track. That said it does work at times thus I am giving her a C for her new release Born This Way.

Standout tracks are Scheibe, The Edge of Glory, Judas and Black Jesus - Amen Fashion. At 17 tracks of clubtastic tunes you have to encounter filler and if this collection dropped 5 or 6 tracks it would have been a far more cohesive and enjoyable listen. I found myself dying for the end of some tracks that were simply a mess.

Life changes

2011-05-20T18:20:00.000-07:00

2011 so far...
Love gained love lost.
Deeper in the hole but finally seeing the light.
Adele is the great one....not gaga.

Smooches is the word!

Who do you think u are? Running around leaving scars...

2010-12-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

I don't know why you linger
On my mind day and night
You should be long forgotten
But I guess we were both careless
And thats just what it is
Me with my heart
And you with everything else...

US Open

2009-09-13T14:13:00.000-07:00

Del Potro simply over powers my wonderful fighter Nadal in the semis today. Never fear our Rafa will return better and stronger next year :)

My Confession

2008-11-09T12:28:00.000-08:00

My confession
Is that you are more
Than I was expecting
More than I could have
Imagined

In a year full of change
The biggest change
Is me
Because of you

Dancer

2007-08-02T17:42:00.000-07:00

If the dancer had wings
She would fly
If my love had desire
You would never leave...

Pursuing my musical dreams again in a smaller more realistic way.

Gussy Simpson

2007-08-01T16:06:00.000-07:00

Saw this on Chris' site and I had to do one.

The Simpsons website

Countries that Rock!

2007-06-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

Australia
Belgium
Brazil
Canada
Denmark
Finland
France
Germany
Iceland
Israel
Netherlands
New Zealand
Norway
South Africa
Sweden
United Kingdom

Why? Because they have immigration policies that allow sponsorship of same-sex partners.

Party On people!

Not falling apart again

2007-05-21T16:50:00.000-07:00

You waited and now its here...the new CD by Maroon 5 - It won't be soon before too long.
After hearing Adam's slick vocals on the amazing first single Makes me wonder...I really wondered if they had much more up the sleeves...you have to wait....and wait - till track 9. Thats when you get to the really good stuff (aka Adam come marry me tunes). Trust me when i say "Not Falling Apart, Kiwi, Better that we break and Back at your door" will be played to death on radio this year...

Ooh…
Danced all night, slept all day
Careless with my heart again
Fearless when it comes to playing games

You don’t cry, you don’t care
Afraid to have a love affair
Is that your ghost or are you really there?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

Ooh, oh
Weather on a sunny day
Time slows down; I wish you’d stay
Pass me by in crowded, dark hallways
Mmm

Try my hardest not to scream
I find my heart is growing weak
So leave your reasons on the bathroom sink

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

Take what you want
I will be just fine
You will be better off alone at night
Waiting and falling
Constantly calling out your name
Will it ever change?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

Blood and Chocolate Parkour

2007-05-19T18:27:00.000-07:00

Not the best show you can ever watch but I thought I would mention it as it features Parkour. The same type of jumping used by Madonna in her JUMP video and her tour. It was also prominently displayed in Casino Royale the last James Bond film. Blood and Chocolate stars the pretty boys Olivier Martinez and Hugh Dancy.

Hey You

2007-05-17T18:06:00.000-07:00

The newly released song by Madonna for Live Earth called Hey You. Go download it now! http://liveearth.msn.com/

Its Free! :) And its quite a lovely little midtempo ballad.

Hey you
Don’t you give up
It’s not so bad
There’s still a chance for us
Hey you
Just be yourself
Don’t be so shy
There’s reasons why it’s hard
Keep it together
You’ll make it alright
Our celebration is going on tonight
Poets and prophets
Would envy what we do
This could be good
Hey you

Hey you
Open your heart
It’s not so strange
You got to change this time
Hey you
Remember this
None of it’s real
Including the way you feel
Keep it together
We’ll make it alright
Our celebration is going on tonight
Poets and prophets
Would envy what we do
This could be good
Hey you

Save your soul
Little sister
Save your soul
Little brother
Hey you
Save yourself
Don’t rely on anyone else
First love yourself
Then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else
Then you can save someone else
But you must first love yourself
Then you can love someone else

If you can change someone else
Then you have saved someone else
But you must first

Hey you
There are on the fence
You got a choice
One day it will make sense
Hey you
First love yourself
Or if you can’t
Try to love someone else

Keep it together
We’ll make it alright
Our celebration is going on tonight
Poets and prophets
Will envy what we do
This could be good
Hey you

First love yourself
Then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else
Then you have saved someone else
But you must first love yourself
Then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else
Then you have saved someone else

But you must first

Spidey Returns

2007-04-29T13:17:00.000-07:00

Dance into the fire

2007-04-06T23:20:00.000-07:00

How many times can I dance into the fire and get burned?

I feel like crying. I feel like laughing. I should probably get my head examined at this point. How many times can I let *M* back into my life???

No one on the planet can make me feel the way he does. I can't sleep. I can't eat. When I have him on my mind...like right this instant...I got work early in the morning and there is no way I will be able to sleep because i was just talking to him again.

Ok I think I am gonna hurl...

I am a mess... HA HA HA Its freaking 2.30 am and I am a mess LOL.

Thank God I have a busy day tomorrow and he will be studying all day.

Tomorrow night I am taking my sis and scotty out to their farewell dinner.

Appreciation

2007-03-31T18:51:00.000-07:00

Last night I learned that the guy I adore would rather be in the company of his roommate (who he wants out) and his ex-bf (who is his best friend of some sort-WEIRD)....sigh....its soo over...loser!
This morning I learned I will get a new instructor for my french class next term...bummer...Damn Damn Damn...I really really liked this one!
Tonight I learned how much my doubles partner appreciates me by his crossing on a fucking free fore-hand volley that was clearly MINE!

My sister and the love of my life (Scotty) leave soon for Atlanta....I am dreading it. I will be a crying mess...

Ok this is a depressing post...

Wanna hear something fun? Go play GLAMOROUS by FERGIE. It always makes me SMILE :)
Ooh the Flossy Flossy....

Gasoline

2007-03-28T05:33:00.000-07:00

I want you to burn
From your pedestal on high
So that when the winds blow
Your ashes
To every nook and crack
On the face of the earth
You are unable
To pull yourself
Back together
Maybe then you will learn
What its like
To be me
After you

He don't know...

2007-03-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

I dug my key into the side of
His pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive
Carved my name into his legacy....Before He Cheats by Carrie Underwood

Currently spinning --

Self saboteur - Delerium featuring Kristy Thirsk
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
Its not over - Chris Daughtry
Colorful - Rocco Deluca and the Burden
Lights - Scissor Sisters
Nothing to lose - Matt Kearney
Ti Amo - Laura Branigan
Before he cheats - Carrie Underwood
Glamorous - Fergie
Like a boy - Ciara
Beautiful Liar - Beyonce and Shakira
Killer - Seal
You know I'm no good - Amy Winehouse
Slow dancing in a burning room - John Mayer
Lost without you - Robin Thicke
Tell me bout it - Joss Stone
Ready for love - India Arie
If it wasn't for your love - Heather Headley

Remember me?

2007-03-17T11:01:00.000-07:00

Well besides being rather unwell due to the flu I have been incredibly busy with work. The combination of both has not been good as I can't seem to focus very well these days as I am soo drained. I have only been able to function thanks to theraflu, Redoxon, Hemarexin and Halls. You don't want to know how much of that crap I have taken...lol.

Mum is getting better seemingly which is a relief finally. I am hoping some normalcy returns to my life. I have decided to slow down on the dating...I can't keep track anymore...which isn't good.

This afternoon I am supposed to be tested for my International Tennis Number (ITN) but my energy is extremely low I am not sure it makes sense. Unfortunately if I don't do it today I may have to wait some time before I can do it again. The ITN number is just a number to let everyone know your level of skill in Tennis. Allows you entry into certain tournaments etc.

Hope all is well with you lovely people.
*Hugs*

I’ve earned my scars
I’ve earned my soul
I’ve earned everything
That I own
I’ve learned from love
I’ve learned from cold
I’ve learned not everything
Is my own

Please tell me
How many times
Must I fall and then fly again
Please tell me
How many times
Do I die and then arise again...............................by ACQ

Hard

2007-03-04T18:18:00.000-08:00

I find it rather difficult to share these days...and to say that everything was ok...would be lying.

But maybe I can share a bit of my past.

Men of Substance

2007-02-18T17:25:00.000-08:00

I find it quite a shame that when you find a man of substance you can still be disappointed because at his core he is still a little boy being controlled by his hormones. Men grow up!

Don't wanna play this game anymore
I gotta know right now for sure
What am I giving my heart for
Baby I need a little more
Don't leave me hanging on a string
Now that I gave you everything

Not when I play to win
Snakes and ladders

What's the name of the game that we are playing
But whenever I think that we are winning
Then you roll the dice take a slide
Right back to the one from 99

Is it gonna go on like this forever
Are we gonna to take that last step together
Going round and round and up and down
Feels just like snakes and ladders

Snakes and Ladders By Joss Stone

Life goes on

2007-02-13T18:39:00.000-08:00

I've been bad about updating this....I guess the more that seems to be happening in my life the less I am capable of putting it all down in a form that seems to make sense.

Love
Its a revolving door of faces and places seemingly... Though the return of "M" makes this time very interesting. I am addicted to the pain. The only thing I have learned in this game is that I shouldn't trust ANYONE. They all lie the same.

Mum
Today I came home to my tortured mum who was crying uncontrollably. I simple don't know what to do.... As my sisters move on...I feel the burden more and more. Though I wish K and S all the best in the move to Atlanta.

Work
Such an up and down time. I got high praise today from the Regional manager..made me feel quite confident after a really difficult 2006. Not heading to Mexico anymore as the Distributor meeting has been switched to LAS FUCKING VEGAS :)

Ok you've been updated. HAPPY VALENTINES all you beautiful people. My Loyal Maria, Chris, Jas and Clay.

V is for Vladimir -- *To every man his little cross. Till he dies. And is forgotten*... from Waiting for Godot by Samuel Beckett

Singing myself to weep

2007-02-05T19:29:00.000-08:00

I’m fighting the urge to call you
It takes every bit of will power

To deny my heart what its seeking
As much as I try to erase these feelings

The more I bury
The deeper they grow

I hate myself for wanting you
I hate myself for being this weak

It’s a sad state that I’m in
Singing myself to weep

Visions of you
Haunt me still

In my shower
In my room

In my bed
It just ain’t right
To miss you so

I hate myself for wanting you
I hate myself for being this weak

It’s a sad state that I’m in
Singing myself to weep

Every night alone in these arms
Full of memories of you

A bit older

2007-01-22T19:38:00.000-08:00

So 34 begins with many challenges...work and otherwise. I am trying to cleanse my body and soul. Also keeping a much cleaner appearance and shorter hair cut.

I still feel hung up on love. My friend Ian says I hold on to too many things that are out of my control and until I learn to truly love myself I can't love anyone else. He is a true light for me right now. I've never met someone so positive! Maybe he can influence me to change...

I have created many of my own scars and that is something I have to really work on this year. No one can hurt me as severely as I can hurt myself.

And Chris...I always cut too deep. Because my heart never forgets.

Why bother with friends of convenience?

2006-12-15T18:00:00.000-08:00

People who flutter in and out of your life....with a little "Hi" "How are you" "Sorry gotta run"....

They are only *interested* when they need something....

Why bother?

Trinidad may not have cold weather this time of year but its certainly my time for reflection. I take a cold hard look at my life and everyone in it....then I trim the fat so to speak. Every relationship should be give and take...otherwise you should cut it free. As I like to say..."It cuts both ways" If its meant to be - it stays put...if not...it floats away.

Are you ready to Jump?

2006-12-15T14:46:00.000-08:00

DVD:
01. "Future Lovers/I Feel Love"
02. "Get Together"
03. "Like A Virgin"
04. "Jump"
05. "Confessions"
06. "Live to Tell"
07. "Forbidden Love"
08 ."Isaac"
09. "Sorry"
10 ."Like It Or Not"
11. "Sorry (Remix)"
12. "I Love New York"
13. "Ray of Light"
14. "Let It Will Be"
15. "Drowned World/Substitute For Love"
16. "Paradise (Not For Me)"
17. "Music Inferno"
18 ."Erotica"
19 ."La Isla Bonita
20. "Lucky Star"
21. "Hung Up"

CD
01. "Future Lovers/I Feel Love"
02. "Like A Virgin"
03. "Jump"
04. "Confessions"
05 ."Isaac"
06. "Sorry"
07. "Sorry (Remix)"
08. "I Love New York"
09. "Let It Will Be"
10. "Music Inferno"
11 ."Erotica"
12. "Lucky Star"
13. "Hung Up"

Total Running Time - 73:12

Confessions Live available Jan 30th in the US.

In and out jumping up and down...Cause its just like

2006-12-08T06:29:00.000-08:00

I'm Spellbound.

Music intensifies memories...

1. No Heaven - DJ Champion
2. Someone (Sunblock Remix) - DHT
3. Believe in me - DJ Tatana
4. Borderline (Ian Carey Remix) - Michael Gray
5. Never (Past Tense) Tiesto Remix - The Roc Project
6. Four to the Floor (Thin white duke mix) - Starsailor
7. Spellbound (22 Green Remix) - Sherri Lea
8. I miss you - DHT
9. By my side (Callea & Resloi Mix) - Flanders
10. Your Loving Arms Club Mix - Karen Overton
11. Today is Tomorrow - DJ Tatana
12. Tell me why (Vocal Club mix) - Supermode
13. Running Water - DJ Tatana
14. Reach for the light - Double Nation
15. Dreams - Deep Dish
16. Remember (summerlove) - Summerlove
17. Its too late - Evermore vs Dirty South

I will remember.

You are The Hierophant

2006-12-01T17:03:00.000-08:00

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You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Part deux - Montreal

2006-11-29T14:44:00.000-08:00

I felt alive in Montreal!

See

2006-11-23T05:22:00.000-08:00

No matter what I do
No matter what I say
Nothing changes

You still see what you want to see
With your eyes you pierce right through me
Leaving me empty inside

But I will learn to see
You as you are
Cold and shallow
Just as empty inside....keep searching.

I've had enough of empty friendships and I should never trust them with my feelings. Cause ultimately they are the ones to hurt them. Lesson Learned.

If I ran away............

Kinda strange to say this now but....I do want to wish a heartfelt thanksgiving to my American buddies...the ones that are true. **Hugs**

Lights

2006-11-10T18:38:00.000-08:00

Friends are lights
They bring warmth and happiness
To an otherwise dull existence

May I see your lights shine on me soon.

Destination Canada till the 26...I return on the 27th.

Anger dissipates......

2006-11-04T19:10:00.000-08:00

Scene --

I return from a couple hours of my regular late Sat afternoon tennis lesson to find my front gate wide open. This is not normal.... Seeing that I have a pretty darn ferocious rottweilder in my front yard. I know something is up! I get out my car to see plastic bottles and a cake splattered on the ground. Nearby almost in the drain is a wallet. I pick it up to see it belongs to my sister N's best friend D. I look to my house and its in complete darkness and it shouldn't be.... I panic..because I am thinking my lil sister has just been kidnapped along with her friend. You see I know she had left earlier with her. I assumed this because given the number of kidnaps that occur in this country and the fact that the wallet has all the credit cards and money still in it. I start dialing for my sister on my cell.....no response...I dial her friend...no response...I am just shaking all over. I start calling Dad, other sis S, K, everyone I could think of....

Finally Dad gets a hold of them at her friends house....they were robbed by a couple punks. Who apparently left behind D's wallet in their rush. They still made off with my sisters purse and handbag with her house keys.

As I was on the phone with my father the emergency response police actually arrived at my house. My sister called them from her friends house. 12 huge policemen armed to the hilt staring at me talking on my cell.... My dogs are going nuts...I can't hear a thing and they are asking me all kinds of questions I cant answer cause I don't know the full story.

They eventually leave after I gave them the little info I did know and instructed me to direct my sis and her friend to the station immediately.

My Dad shows up at the house...I go off royally on him. For many many reasons...seems like years of built up frustration of picking up the slack for his actions. Its not pretty. I won't go into specifics but the house is in disrepair and unsafe because of him. I want to sell it and move my sis and mum to a safer neighborhood.

We change the exterior door locks (had spares) together and act like my screaming at him never happened. I finally had a cold shower a few minutes ago and feel much much calmer now.....

So how was your Sat night?

Then gone for......

2006-10-25T15:15:00.000-07:00

Sorry for being a little tardy and also basically writing nothing of substance for a very long time. There is so much going on right now in my world that I can't even seem to get anything done. I should be happy and looking forward to my first trip to Canada. Instead I am feeling apprehensive and nervous about the whole thing. The timing just seems off....but I am still going...regardless of how many balls drop. I need to see the light.

Now on to two topics in the news....

Madonna's adoption. Leave her alone. She fell in love with a boy and will give him more than any child could ever want. (And I am not talking about financial shit!) I do not for one moment believe she railroaded the father into giving up Davey. Please Madonna adopt me next!

Adoption de la Madonna. La partir seul. Elle est tombée dans l'amour avec un garçon et le donnera plus que n'importe quel enfant jamais pourrait vouloir. (Et je ne parle pas de la merde financière) ! Je ne fais pas pour un moment la croit railroaded le père dans renoncer de Davey. S'il vous plaît Madonna m'adopte après !

New Jersey Gay Marriage ruling. FUCK IT! Again somewhat disappointing. I don't care what you call it...just give equal rights people. Its fucking 2006. Heck Canada, Belgium, France, and the UK haven't been wiped off the face of the planet for being more tolerant.

Nouveau Jersey jugement de Mariage Gay. LE BAISER ! Encore un peu décevoir. Je ne soigne pas que vous l'appelez. ..just donne des gens de droits égaux. Son baiser 2006. Zut le Canada, Belgique, France, et le Royaume-Uni n'a pas été effacé la visage de la planète pour est plus tolérant.

PS -- Je sais que mon français est toujours mauvais !

Then gone for
Someone else shall be there
Through the endless years

She's got herself a universe
She's got herself a universe
She's got herself a universe

And I feel
And I feel
And I feel like I just got home
And I feel
Quicker than a ray of light she's flying
Quicker than a ray of light I'm flying................ROL by Maddy

Your safe reality is living in sketches

2006-10-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

First Off Happy Birthday Jas! Thinking of you always makes me smile :)

Today I went to the doc....

And I have to have the bump on the left side of my face removed by a surgeon (its very minor)...but apparently it can't be done by a regular GP. I am considering having it done by someone who also is a plastic surgeon so that he will minimize the scar......yeah I know scars are sexy...but just not on me...I got too many as it is. Curse my asian blood! Now the debate is do I do it before or after my trip?

Loving AVALANCHE by Kosheen

He's nothing like me, so wrong and wretched
your safe reality is living in sketches
and live out happiness with no explanation
and peer out at the world

we're taking an avalanche
and lifting it up again..............................................

Atheistic Dyslexics.......

2006-10-09T18:52:00.000-07:00

Don't Believe in DOG!

Love downs

2006-10-07T20:29:00.000-07:00

If words were easy
They would spill from my lips
Like water from a waterfall
If love was easy
From what emotional high
Would we fall ...........................................................................ACQ

We can never predict or help falling in love. Sometimes its completely with the wrong person...the one who can't/won't love you back or is like a poison pill and slowly infects every positive aspect of your life. Its never like it is in the movies.

Man this is Swell!

2006-10-06T15:13:00.000-07:00

Hugs

There is nothing better than a good one!

Another thing I am totally infatuated with is Google Earth If you haven't downloaded this and played around you are soo missing out. I have visited the La tour Eiffel and a few other fab places. But finding my home on it and seeing my car parked outside sent me in hysterics! I love it! If you wanna see my bookmark of where I live email me.

Almost Gone

2006-10-04T14:31:00.000-07:00

So this morning while rushing to work in the far right fast lane (we drive on the left side of the road)...I blew out my front left tire and was sent flying to my left in my Rav 4 across several lanes of traffic to the other side....the sound of Jessica Simpson's "You spin me round" (I kid u not!), honking horns, loud screeching, and me screaming "Shit, Fuck, SHIT FUCK!" After finally getting control of my car and stopping some distance away I kinda just sat there for like 10 minutes thinking..."is that bird crap on my bonnet again?"

Man if I was killed this morning...how would ya know? Who would blog that? ;)

Earthquakes

2006-10-01T16:59:00.000-07:00

So we had a couple earthquakes on Friday.

The first which was a 5.5 knocked out electricity all over the island and the second which was a 5.1 seemingly worst as it shook everything off the showroom shelves..the first one didn't. I work on the third floor and it really was no fun being that high up with the quakes. I can only imagine how bad it must feel in a sky scraper in the heart of the city.

Beauty is a choice

2006-09-28T14:59:00.000-07:00

Today at the service the pastor spoke about Beauty.
Not about natural endowment but the choice to be beautiful. *think about it*

The service was fine but unfortunately the Pastor was late. This caused a little scene because their is a set timer for the incinerator for the creamatorium. To hear my sweet cousin argue for 5 more minutes for the service just about broke my heart. That affected me more than the testimonials and eulogy.

My mum didn't make it...she wasn't up for it. Instead I had my aunt's other surviving sisters on each side of me.

Afterwards we had a nice family gathering as we had so many of us...some I met for the first time ever....others I had not seen in decades. I really have a beautiful family. Its unfortunate the circumstance that brought us together again.

If you think you can drive try this

2006-09-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

Park me baby!

Swing with me Baby

Swing with me baby
Rhythm's got me crazy
Shake it for me honey
Work it like you want me

Bass hits the floor and the room's vibratin'
Straight through my hips and I start gyratin'
Swing with me baby
Dance with me baby..............................Jessica Simpson

Aunty J

2006-09-24T11:49:00.000-07:00

My Dear Aunt Joan passed away this morning. As you know she has been fighting the big C. She was resubmitted last night and passed this morning due to heart failure.

Rest in peace. Thanks for giving me the best hugs.

The Option

2006-09-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

I am going to staple this to my head and heart.

****Stolen from Topher K's Blog****

The night Ole Dixie went down....A Public Affair!

2006-09-18T18:06:00.000-07:00

Hey have ya heard the new Jessica Simpson Cd? Yeah she is very unoriginal but OH MY GOD its a fun cd...it just bounces! From A Public Affair,Swing with me, B-O-Y to a decent remake of You spin me round (like a record) its a real guilty pleasure. OK TRUTH BE TOLD ITS CHEESY! Its still FUN!

All is right with the world again as I righted the ship and destroyed old Dixie 6/0 6/3 . Probably should have doubled bagelled her but I started experimenting with my topspin backhand a bit too much in the second set. I ripped four winners in her first service game and then started moving her around like a yo-yo. Though her greatest asset is her legs I always kept her off balance enough to stay in control of the points. The only time I got in trouble was when I was trying to show off in front of A squared! Hehe I definately want to get another hit in with him before W comes back! And yes I want to do that for all the wrong reasons :P Dixie has him tomorrow as I have Alliance Francais....

Northern Bound

2006-09-14T18:33:00.000-07:00

So after what seems like an eternity of putting it off....J'ai acheté mes billets d'avion pour Canada. Jesse, Steve et Julie sont très heureux!

The Eyes Are The Windows To The Soul

2006-09-10T16:52:00.000-07:00

As another ends. I find myself reflecting....

I have only loved 4

One ... I saw beauty and rejection. Everything I wanted and nothing that was mine.
Two ... I saw sadness and loss. Pain I could never reach.
Three ... I saw anger and pain. Many times I felt. I was lost.
Four ... I saw love and confusion. A child lost in an adult body.

Andy vs Mikhail next! Semi's Baby!

2006-09-07T17:31:00.000-07:00

Andre the Great!

2006-09-04T15:05:00.000-07:00

Andre Agassi retired after his last match at the US OPEN. Losing to the unheralded Benjamin Becker did little to dampen the career of the superb athlete that he was and the truly amazing man he became. Sampras may have more titles but few have as much heart. Not since Steffi Graf's triumphant win against the young Hingis at the 99 French Open have I cried so much watching a tennis match. The crowd stood for 8 min straight to salute Andre...it did not seem enough. He will be missed.

A change...

2006-09-02T20:44:00.000-07:00

Would do you good....

Confessions....

2006-08-02T18:15:00.000-07:00

The stage was worn
I wasn't quite sure
She'd been to LA, NY and many more
The seats were high
Stickey and wet
So close yet so far
Made me quite upset
But then the beats grew loud
And the crowd did roar
Out from the dark
Came my light evermore............
© ACQ Lavalicks 2006

You abandoned me....

2006-07-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

Love don't live here anymore....

It's simply one of the more challenging songs Madonna has ever attempted to sing in my opinion...and she DELIVERS!

She absolutely let herself go on it....thats what I miss most about the younger pre-evita singing lessons madonna.
Yes I know she sings consistently alot better now. But I loved when she was "Expressin' about keepin her baby!" If u get my drift....
5 Days to Confessions!

Superficial Friends

2006-05-30T17:04:00.000-07:00

Written by Rabbi Walter and all too true...

A superficial friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has.

A superficial friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A superficial friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean up.

A superficial friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks why you waited so long to call.

A superficial friend is willing to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend wants to help you with your problems.

A superficial friend wonders about your personal life.
A real friend could blackmail you about your personal life.

A superficial friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend, when visiting, acts like he is at home.

A superficial friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it is not a true friendship until you have had a fight.

A superficial friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you.

Maybe its cause I have precious little time to invest in some relationships lately but I realized that I have far too many superficial friends. Thus I have been testing the lines of communication between myself and others to determine the ones worth saving. A sort of simplification of my life has occured....

Shine

2006-04-04T19:04:00.000-07:00

Illuminate
The things you love
Not those you hate
And by that light
You'll find your way home
Shine

© ACQ Lavalicks 2006

Loyalty

2006-02-15T18:26:00.000-08:00

Loyalty is a virtue.
Unquestioned loyalty is just plain stupid.
No longer will I be that blind...

The Letter by Heather Headley

Not that it matters to you,
But I wrote this with clear and dry eyes.
The years of being mistreated by you,
I've cried all the tears I can cry.
So this is the end, done and over with.
Believe me when I say that you won't be missed.
No hug, no kiss, signed sincerely.
P.S. Forget you ever knew me.

This is my goodbye
This means we are not together
This means that you're free,
See how you wanna' see, and me,
Well I know I can do better
This is my goodbye
This makes it official, you've lost me forever
We are now in the past, and it's kinda sad
That you had to read it in this letter
This is my goodbye...

Madonna in Harpers Bazaar's March issue

2006-02-13T14:18:00.000-08:00

Pick yours up now!
She just keeps getting more beautiful!

Rebirth

2006-02-11T17:26:00.000-08:00

As Maria can attest to...every now and then I need to...Cleanse....

What it feels like for a girl by Madonna
Hurt thats not supposed to show
Tears that fall when no one knows
When you're trying hard to be your best
Could you be a little less...

Current playlist (Gee Gee 3- Valentines)

Valentine -- Jim Brickman and Martina Mcbride
Blue Eyes Blue -- Eric Clapton
I don't know how I got by -- Edwin Mccain
Lost without you -- Delta Goodrem
Love Divine -- Seal
Volcano -- Damien Rice
I deserve it -- Madonna
I've been in love before -- Cutting Crew
Under the milky way -- The Church
What it feels like for a girl -- Madonna
I can't tell you why -- Brownstone
This woman's work -- Kate Bush
You will be my ain true love -- Alison Krauss
Both Sides Now -- Joni Mitchell